this story's getting old
Sep. 15th, 2025 05:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butyourewrongi hate pushovers, i really do. there's a big difference between being sweet and being easily influenced. unfortunately one of my closest friends is one of the biggest pushovers i know. remember the girl who tried to single me out of my whole group of friends because of her family issues? the girl that dropped all her other friends because of issues she had with me and because of me? she makes a big fuss whenever shes in MY vicinity. this funky dog head bitch keeps trying to piss me off, its working.
my pushover friend, which i really don't even want to consider a friend as of now, knows that our old friend doesn't give a shit about us. but she "hopes she is okay" and wishes her "the best"? she doesn't deserve the best, ever. why do you care about her so much? she doesn't like you. get the fuck over her like any sensible person would (which seems to only be me and my best friend). aren't friends supposed to stay loyal? why are you still considering being her friend when in my book shes one huff away from being carried out in a gurney?
i don't want her in my life that much anyway. sure shes nice, and i love her, but holy shit. can't you handle yourself? why do people have to force you to eat? or figure out why you're near fainting mid government class? i'm not blaming her for her issues, or shaming her, but whenever i hang out with her i feel like some kind of fucking caregiver. i can barely handle my emotions, why would i juggle yours along with mine? do it yourself.
but whatever, i can't control who you want to be around, so fine. do what you want. keep worrying about her while shes talking bad about you to her friends who do the same thing to her. talk to her again, watch our distances explode. she'll leave you again and you'll be with nobody.. i'm tired of people who never have my back because they "don't want to get involved." fuck you
i'm over that boy, took shorter than i expected. him and his gf are cute.
xoxo
aa
my pushover friend, which i really don't even want to consider a friend as of now, knows that our old friend doesn't give a shit about us. but she "hopes she is okay" and wishes her "the best"? she doesn't deserve the best, ever. why do you care about her so much? she doesn't like you. get the fuck over her like any sensible person would (which seems to only be me and my best friend). aren't friends supposed to stay loyal? why are you still considering being her friend when in my book shes one huff away from being carried out in a gurney?
i don't want her in my life that much anyway. sure shes nice, and i love her, but holy shit. can't you handle yourself? why do people have to force you to eat? or figure out why you're near fainting mid government class? i'm not blaming her for her issues, or shaming her, but whenever i hang out with her i feel like some kind of fucking caregiver. i can barely handle my emotions, why would i juggle yours along with mine? do it yourself.
but whatever, i can't control who you want to be around, so fine. do what you want. keep worrying about her while shes talking bad about you to her friends who do the same thing to her. talk to her again, watch our distances explode. she'll leave you again and you'll be with nobody.. i'm tired of people who never have my back because they "don't want to get involved." fuck you
i'm over that boy, took shorter than i expected. him and his gf are cute.
xoxo
aa
