alive with the glory of love
Nov. 6th, 2025 07:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butyourewrongthe boy i like is strange. i sit next to him now in gov and i couldn't get my work done (that was due at the end of class) because he distracted me the entire time.. i don't mind that much though because he's funny. i even told him to face the other way so i could do my work and he still managed to distract me.
whenever i think about him my heart drops to my stomach the same way it does when i have to head to english class, im scared. i know he won't take my head off and put it on a stick, but im scared. it's not nervous. nervous is when i get tingly jitters, like roller coaster rides. scared is when everything waist up pools to my stomach, like when i know im in trouble. i might be in trouble. but only time will tell heh
i can't let him distract me from my work again, i have to sit next to him for a whole quarter. i should read lord of the flies again
xo
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whenever i think about him my heart drops to my stomach the same way it does when i have to head to english class, im scared. i know he won't take my head off and put it on a stick, but im scared. it's not nervous. nervous is when i get tingly jitters, like roller coaster rides. scared is when everything waist up pools to my stomach, like when i know im in trouble. i might be in trouble. but only time will tell heh
i can't let him distract me from my work again, i have to sit next to him for a whole quarter. i should read lord of the flies again
xo
a
