you wear your skin like its too tight

[butyourewrong]

my friend continuously told me she would work with me for our stats project when it came up, but let someone take my spot because she didn't speak up. just thinking about it makes me stupidly angry. its stupid how indignant i am over this. its just a fucking project group. i reminded myself of it out of nowhere and now when i shut my eyes im not even resting, im just there. i hate when people can't keep their word. its less about me not working with her, and more about the fact that i embarrassed myself looking for another group. everyone already had a group, because they established it beforehand like we did. except they didn't ditch each other last minute like you did. i could feel my teacher pitying me, i hated it. luckily one of my other friends had my back.

but it's okay. i wont walk you to class anymore, i'll get to mine faster. i won't wait for you to pack up and i'll just go. it's silly, how upset i get over trivial things that won't even matter next semester. it doesn't matter, but i wipe tears from my eyes anyway.



i hate you.


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