i, me, myself
Dec. 5th, 2025 04:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butyourewrongmy face is red again and it’s still because of that boy (and the cold), but i’m starting not to like him anymore..i’m embarrassed. it’s weird right? i was just writing about him almost 24 hours ago and now i don’t like him anymore. he made some comment about something i like supposedly being sucky. idk but i think it snapped me out of something. because after i started listening to him talk, i thought about how he isn’t really that funny, he’s annoying, and he’s disrespectful. for the rest of advisory i kinda just stared into nothing. why do i do this? attach onto certain things i like and ignore all other aspects? what’s wrong with me
i don’t want to tell my friends. i’ll feel exposed and vulnerable, more than i already feel. like i’ve been stripped down to my bones for everyone to see.
i almost cried on the way home. instead of staring out the window, watching the scenes i’ve seen time and time again, i stare at the empty seats in front of me. i hate this.
i don’t want to tell my friends. i’ll feel exposed and vulnerable, more than i already feel. like i’ve been stripped down to my bones for everyone to see.
i almost cried on the way home. instead of staring out the window, watching the scenes i’ve seen time and time again, i stare at the empty seats in front of me. i hate this.
