parker lewis cant lose
Dec. 30th, 2025 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butyourewrongim so pissed off. i try to be nice because we haven’t talked in a week and you start getting pissy with me, after you’ve already left me on delivered for over an entire fucking day. i don’t get it.
i just feel sick with anger right now, and it’s stirring in my stomach. i feel like i tend to exaggerate my emotions sometimes to sound cooler, but i really feel sick. like i could throw up all the cold water i just drank. what did i even do?
i wish i didn’t have to be coddled just so i won’t be offended or hurt, i like it a little though. i like when people care enough to make sure i’m okay. but there’s no one to coddle me right now. no one to tell me i just got the tone of the message wrong or it wasn’t meant to sound so snarky. no one to tell me to quit being a bitch. this is the last post that i write for you.
i don’t want to ghost him for another year (about 11 months to be more accurate), but things are looking grim..happy new year?
xoxo
a
i just feel sick with anger right now, and it’s stirring in my stomach. i feel like i tend to exaggerate my emotions sometimes to sound cooler, but i really feel sick. like i could throw up all the cold water i just drank. what did i even do?
i wish i didn’t have to be coddled just so i won’t be offended or hurt, i like it a little though. i like when people care enough to make sure i’m okay. but there’s no one to coddle me right now. no one to tell me i just got the tone of the message wrong or it wasn’t meant to sound so snarky. no one to tell me to quit being a bitch. this is the last post that i write for you.
i don’t want to ghost him for another year (about 11 months to be more accurate), but things are looking grim..happy new year?
xoxo
a
